i want to kill my little brother. but I also don't. i was looking at him the other day and I just wanted to wrap my hands around his neck and squeeze. but I can't do it and i won't. i love him too much. and the other day i was holding him and bouncing around but I accidentally tipped him back a bit and he got this scared look on his face and I almost cried from how bad I felt. i hugged him and held him tightly whispering how much I loved him and how sorry I was. but then everytime I see him just laying there I get a dark thought in the back of my mind whispering "kill him" I will always and forever ignore it though. the problem is that I get this with everyone. like a kid in my class will be talking and I just want to stab them to make them stop. is it normal to get those intrusive thoughts like that?
One time, an online friend of mine posted a shirt photo of themselves as a confidence post for them as they were so insecure in their body. I found them very attractive already, and that post just pushed me over the edge. I fully, in a moment of horniness had masturbated to their picture. I felt so bad after, but they're also the kind of person who wouldn't care as they're quite the freak online. I just wonder, what should I do about this? As I think it would be funny to tell them, but I don't want to lead them on thinking that it'll be a start of a relationship as I no longer do long term relationships. I just wanna tell someone about this but I don't who I could tell safely.
i hate that my girlfriend is so ugly but shes so loyal but i want to leave her for somebody else (help me)
ok so there is this guy i was talking to november 2024 when he was j out of a break up (so was I). we started facetiming at night (im a teenage girl thats a big deal ok) and then he got in a relationship so it stopped. when they broke up we started facetiming again but this time from like 9pm to 2AM! he j got a gf like 3 weeks ago but i kinda feel like hes flirting on call still... we do this thing where we call eachother whenever we have drama and its fully j an excuse to hop on call sometimes (at least on my part) cuz i think i kinda like him still... another problem is his gf is a grade younger than us and is under me in a couple clubs (im training her). i love her and i dont want this to get messy but i think it might already be too late for that... what to do what to do what to do
Recently i met a guy, i wont be very specific on how we met but we ended up doing drugs 2 different times together. He kind of fed it to me but since i have an addiction (which he didn’t know) it was hard for me to say no.. both evenings we ended up kissing and last time he offered me the rest of his drugs for some “private touching” . But what makes me feel bad is that i did it.. even if it was only a minute, i feel really guilty because i have an amazing boyfriend and we’ve been together for years. Lately i have been in a bad state of mind which is why i did what i did.. but i should’ve never done it
That's sad, getting rejected over a backseat memory, ok i wish you and your family's well, just needed someone to say no don't do it. You are a good guy etc, this is anonymous, I wish you all a better fate than me,
So I've been friends with these two new girls but always had a bad feeling abt them, but one day one of them named Zoey called my bsf a fake friend so I knew she was talking abt us to Ella (the other new girl) but then one day they randomly just left us.. like literally just hung out w different ppl, n now I think the were always talking smack abt us...
I am successful, single with a child who is almost grown and has a father figure from a new marriage I have become quiet alcoholic, I decided to advance my end of life by drinking several years ago, Still high functioning yet I wake up every morning, I have people I love, but no longer want to be here, every day is a disappointment. I have had the best days of my life, why persist.
I've accepted that I'll never be with a man again, although I do want one to just hold me and cherish me, it's not reality. I cling on to a fictional, anime character for my fantasies because I don't want to fantasize about someone real. I don't want to put that energy out into the universe because that stuff IS real, and when I do that, the people that I can't have pop up in real life. I suppose I could manifest my dream man if I keep focusing on the fictional character, but real me just feels "safe" in my head. This 2D character, nature, music, and cute things seem to be my go to for happiness.