If i had any superpowers capable of mass destruction, I would eliminate all humans and their creations and live peacefully with animals in the nature.
My wife cries at home and shuts me out so I can't help. She often needs vocal reassurance, but it feels like she needs to hear very specific things, and I don't end up saying them. I do my best to avoid dismissing or minimizing. I am being as supportive as I can. but she won't let me through anymore.
i’m emotionally cheating on my fiancé, i don’t want to break up bc i love her and she’s been in my life for years, but i’m not inlove and i don’t feel it from her anymore. we haven’t had sex in almost a year, i ask and damn near beg for affection of any sort and never received it, I feel like complete and utter shit, i’m going to tell her and our relationship is gonna be over but i think it will be better because im drowning here.
Your hands still smell like shit after washing them. The best thing to do is just take your fingers in your ear and then give them a little rub rub and your good
I hate you. I love you. You are the worst thing that ever happened to me. I wish you could just disappear from my memory and from my life. Life would be a whole lot better without you here. You don't like me. "I hate her" Is a more accurate wording for what you said. But I love you. Even when others hate you and cancel their trips because of you, I would always be there. I would be there if you fell. I would be there if you rose. Just please for gods sake stop saying you hate me. I saw you looking at me today. You looked away when I caught you. You can pretend, but I know its meant to be. Just give me a chance. How bad can I possibly be for you??? I love you I love you I love you. But you hate me. Even if everyone hates you. I would still love you. There is something about you. I don't know how to explain. Just don't forget about me when you go on and become great. Because I know a girl like you could never love a girl like me. But please. I beg of you. Give me one sign that tells me.
I envy female sopranos from time to time. I've been a tenor/baritone all my life and I've never gotten a leading role in musical theater because of it. I want to expand my range, but I don't know how far I can go since my voice sounds so deep. I've been told many times I can sound like a guy when I sing and I've never heard anyone say that's a good thing. I want to feel good about my voice!
I cheated on my girlfriend of barely a month. I've known my gf for over two decades, and we recently reconnected. We hit it off big time, and we just vibe right. I'm falling for her and fast. Before this, I'd sworn off relationships for about eight years. I wanted to be a bachelor my whole life, never settle, and just play the field. I was doing fine with that until my gf came along. She was supposed to be another girl to add to whoever I was already talking to. But we hit it off, and it became more than that. If I told her, it would devastate her, crush her, and I'm pretty sure this relationship would be over before it could even get a good headstart. I think I mostly slept with that other girl to try and prove to myself that I'm not the relationship type. It's just that my feelings for my girlfriend are way too strong, and I do want to be the relationship type. I just have this tremendous amount of guilt that I hope fades.
This is probably 6 years now that I've known I'm not good enough for my parents. No matter what I do, it's never enough. I'll always be a mistake, always the liar and the dramatic fucking baby. But I don't know what to do anymore. I'm fucking terrified of what I might do after high school. I spent 3 years in and out of hospitals during Covid. Everyone is moving on, except me, and I'm so scared that they'll all forget me. Maybe it would be better if they did. Then I would never be a burden to anyone ever again.
One summer we were all swimming, I went inside to go to the bathroom. I heard noises from the back bedroom (I thought all the adults were outside). I went to the door which was almost All the way closed but cracked and pushed it open a bit more. I saw my grandpa on the bed stroking it. My reaction should have been to get out of there, but I stayed and watched him finish. I’m 40 and still have a thing for watching much older men still.