My adversaries would be too happy to know about everything that has happened to me and my family the past few years, as such they will never know. Rest assured though it all came back to me, and I will be paying for it the rest of my days on this earth. On the surface it looks like I have everything most people hope for, on the inside it's an absolute depressing sad mess. I wouldn't wish this life on my worst enemy. I don't pine for my past like most people do, I really took my time and thought I was doing things the right way but I was wrong as I have been with most things in my life. I don't want to die or anything dramatic or ridiculous like that, I just wish for once in my life I could do the actual right thing that would actually make things better, instead of ALWAYS getting worse. I'm riding this out for sheer curiosity of how terrible it can possibly get. Stay tuned......
Hey um…. So my friend hates me and I can’t tell if she’s my friend anymore… bc I’m avoiding her and she’s doing it to me… we only can talk when other peoples around it’s my fault but it’s been 4 weeks… idk what to do..
Ever since i could remember i was a victim of bullied since in kindergarten until now. College was terrible. It was kind of the rule where you have to be pretty going to class but i don't like to make myself look pretty cause i don't feel like one. Every new semester coming the thought of k**ling myself is unbearable.
I cheated, and it felt good. I am sorry that I did this to my ex-partner, but I have to admit that after a long time I felt being loved and was able to give love as well. Now everyone is going to look at me as a cheater, but nobody knows what lead me to cheat.
I lied on the postpartum survey. I have thoughts of harming myself daily, but that’s been true for the past 17 years and I don’t foresee it ever changing. I’ve had therapy and medicine, but the thoughts persisted. Now my kids are the reason I live. And I always will. I won’t leave them, no matter how much it hurts.