Not sure how to put this out here without breaking multiple guidelines so I'll just chip off a bit. I'm not feeling okay. I feel dissociated from myself whenever someone enters my room. I think so many different horrible thoughts so casually. I feel like my grip on myself is slipping, and yet I'm not even dealing with any hardships. I feel like I'm inching closer to the singularity and I don't even have the energy or desire to fight back. I apologize to everyone in my life.
my parents hit each other and that has made my heart sick. im dying because I had to endure an abusive and violent environment and tho I asked for help, police has never interfered. I dont meet them any more, but I want to tell them they have killed me
Am I a bad person if I goon to pics of my crush (we are friends)? Shes the hottest woman I ever met. Her ass is gigantic and perfect and her face is beautiful. At times I look for excuses so that I can take pics of her and goon to them later
My wife and I were swingers for several years and enjoyed the experience with two other couples. Never all together though. Things change and people drift apart. I asked my wife if she still has the itch for it, she reluctantly but positively said "yea, do you"? I said of course but the last several years I have struggled with the E.D. curse. I can't take anything that helps due to medical reasons. She has no problems. A young man at our gym has been flirting with her a lot, she blushes when he does. She is most definitely horny for this guy. Any advice on how to proceed? If we invite him to dinner he will surely know it's not just a friendly social visit. Should I let him have my wife for the night? Do I leave them alone or be there at her bedside while he has his way her?
i understand that it's hard for him to maintain our relationship due to his struggles, and i do my best to support him with his emotional needs, but i feel like our relationship is primarily based on taking care of him rather than something romantic. i do want to take care of him, but often it feels like we aren't dating, and i'm just someone who can make him feel better and make sure he doesn't hurt himself.
I love you Jeremy Wal**e. I wish I could say this out loud but I can't because of my existing relationship which I feel stuck in! I miss you everyday. I dream about you everyday in my dreams. I wish I could see you but you are fine without a word. I tried to ask you if you would come back but you didn't reply, I understand your position. But I pray each day you could come back or connect with me. I am ready to leave everything behind for you! I know I have to learn to let you go and accept this reality that you won't be back again . I am really trying. We had the most beautiful silent bonding and I miss it very much . I wish you could at least be my friend in this life . I know it's not possible. Thank you for everything for all your care and helping me to experience something so beautiful and soul deep without words. I hope you live a happy life wherever you are.Good bye .
Something I wish I could send to my ex: Even though you may have decided that we are enemies of each other, I never wish hurt or pain on you. Nobody is a bigger enemy to me than myself. During our relationship we both made mistakes. Some of those mistakes weren't spoken about and some of those mistakes hurt me when I made them and it's only now 3 years on I realise that I'm not hurt because we no longer exist in each other's lives but that I'm hurt because I went against my beliefs to have a bit of fun with someone who didn't share those same beliefs. I will love you until the day I die, even when/if I love someone else. The love I have for you will never be as strong for anyone else because I can't trust myself anymore. I can't be the person I want to be or should have been. I'm truly sorry for the many mistakes I made but "sorry" will never fix them and neither should it. The metaphorical knife plunges into my chest every day and night. I am tormented constantly because my actions.
I feel like my best friend doesn't like me anymore. I feel like I should drop them but I don't know how. They've never really seemed interest in my conversations in the 10+ years of our knowing each other. They only get excited and talk a lot when it's about them or their stories. There's an underlying jealous or judgey feeling whenever I tell them that I'm doing something fun (I travel a lot). Their messages have become kinda dry and it's hard to find ways to respond. They talk bad about other people and I've kinda grown out of that and don't care about high school type of drama anymore. I feel like I'm obligated to keep it going for some reason. I feel like they're mad at me and I don't want them to be, but at the same time I don't really wanna be friends anymore. Anyone have thoughts for me?