well, I kinde get off of cheating on my BF, and well i just let the other guy get me pregnant just because it turned me on so much, i am abortng anyways so well, that is that
Most times i feel no one has ever listened to me. I dont feel that anyone truly even appreciates having me around.
I need to get this off somewhere because I feel so guilty feeling this and I hate myself so much but please don’t judge me, I walked in on my dad wanking and I can’t get the image out of my head, I feel guilty and disgusted with myself because it’s big and thick, how the f**k do I get the image burned out of my head?😭
I dont have a boyfriend since birth. i wanted to have one now. they say they like me but never pursued me. I started to doubt myself am i even worth it? what is wrong with me?
Hahahah.. So many people here have issues letting go and detaching too. F**king hell. I don’t even want love. I just like the idea. I obsessed over him for 6 months, and then he cuts me off? I’m happy now, but I still f*ck it up with how I close off from people. I miss him. I get so f**king horny. Not gonna lie, with all this feigned intent, it’s not wonder that I hadn’t caught anything. Ah well. I have good company still, I suppose. F*ck it all. Let me rot or something. I was.. never anything..
I've pushed everyone that ever cared for me out of my life, and I did it because I hate myself. It did not help me hate myself less, and now I'm alone. At 38, I have no partner, no friends, the only family I have contact with is my mom and dad, because they tolerate me to live here. I am alone. And it's all my fault.
I'm in love with like. 4 people. At once. But other than those four, I've never even had CRUSHES on other people. Is there something wrong with me, or? I'm pretty sure it's actual love. It's the closest I've ever felt to what the allos describe as "love" anyway. Idk, pretty sure I'm on the aroace spectrum SOMEWHERE, but I'm still figuring that out. :)