Hahahah.. So many people here have issues letting go and detaching too. F**king hell. I don’t even want love. I just like the idea. I obsessed over him for 6 months, and then he cuts me off? I’m happy now, but I still f*ck it up with how I close off from people. I miss him. I get so f**king horny. Not gonna lie, with all this feigned intent, it’s not wonder that I hadn’t caught anything. Ah well. I have good company still, I suppose. F*ck it all. Let me rot or something. I was.. never anything..