I really feel like I shouldn’t be allowed in social situations I’m AuDHD and Im a bother I feel sad for my friends to have to stay with me I love them but I don’t know how they can deal with me fr.
Sometimes I really feel bad why I'm not prettier or at least is a pretty person. However at the same time, I'm happy that I'm not happy so I don't have people to annoy me. I think it's pretty ironic. Well, at least now I'm not pretty and there's no people annoying me so I'm feel okay about it.
I am a pathological liar and it messed my life now I am in a lot of trouble, including I’ve lied on my resume for a job and I was fired when they found out. I believe the word has spread and my reputation isn’t great in the state
I also owe 9000$ in rent because I was not paying although I had a lot of money
I spend all my money on stupid stuffs I think I may have borderline personality disorder because I’ve been doing nonsensical things for my whole life
Found out on me during a psychotic episode that my ex had cheated our whole relationship, which lead me to believe that sexual promiscuity would lead to spiritual freedom/enlightenment. Ended up harassing my small town. After psychosis my friend let me know he knew the whole time and my ex had been seeing his sister. Now all I think about is making them pay worse than I did
I have a fat fetish. I've had it since I hit puberty, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard I try. I regularly fantasize about overeating at every chance I get and gaining ridiculous amounts of fat. I don't understand why I have this attraction and I am terribly ashamed of it. As a matter of fact, I will likely be taking this secret to my grave, as I am deathly afraid of burdening a partner with indulging in my kink, when it is understandably a very nasty one.
I pretended to be somebody else and reported to the cops the location and the name of a known dealer. Oh well.
I'm into hurting people by messing with their minds to where they destroy their own lives. I find it hilarious.
I sent a draft message to somebody when I borrowed my friends phone.
Now she is a snitch. Sorry Dana.