I have a fat fetish. I've had it since I hit puberty, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard I try. I regularly fantasize about overeating at every chance I get and gaining ridiculous amounts of fat. I don't understand why I have this attraction and I am terribly ashamed of it. As a matter of fact, I will likely be taking this secret to my grave, as I am deathly afraid of burdening a partner with indulging in my kink, when it is understandably a very nasty one.