I'm 17. My mom took me out of school when I was in 7th grade, the start of the pandemic. She never attempted to put me back into school. I'm a 17 year old with a 7th grade education. I have no friends and I spend all my time alone because I'm so embarrassed. I was top of my class and now i'm screwed for life.
I specifically like f*ta. I like it because I wish I had one to give instead of receive. And I like the bodies used for the videos, they're wild fantasies but it's still inspiration for me while I work to get fit. I don't know. I just really would like to give than receive, but don't want to be a guy. Maybe it comes from past abuse? I don't know how to explain that to anybody, and I don't feel safe enough to try.
I’ve had a crush on a married man at work… I have a significant other as well.. no one knows and it’s messing with my mental health
I let another man go down on me, I was so overwhelmed by the excitement I didn't warn him. He was mad because of that...
I’m living in a constant state of regret, feel like a failure, everything I can, I think I’ve ruined.
Everyone betrays me. I keep giving and giving, and nothing changes. I'll live for myself from now on.
A few years, or even a decade ago— I think there was a time where my father's friend laid hands on my mother because of a minor. And I don't mean s*xually, but I think they were hitting her? I don't remember much because I was so young back then, but I feel so saddened and angry because that's my mom. Luckily my brothers were there (although they were kinda young too) because we didn't see any of it.
i cant function on my own, I can only function if I'm being controlled or functioning for someone, I cant keep living without my ex, I missed how he was so abusive and controlling, I dont care if he hurt me he only hurt me because he was hurting I dont want him back I want the pain he gave me I want to get worse