I started reading s**ual stories online and it led me back to p**n and m****rbation again. I hate it and want out but have to tell someone. It isn’t who I want to be.
Hi, anon that hated feeling empty here, now I feel too much. I finally stim again, and am starting to actually feel love (I haven't in a long long time)(still not romantic, I'm aroace) But that comes with a price. I just felt the most scared I've been since I was a child, and it's been some time, and I'm still feeling it. I'm absolutely TERRIFIED. Is this what you all go through whenever you get scared?? Wow, it is NOT fun. I'm not used to feeling emotions, my memory of emotions was erased. -✨🍉
My partner is going to a different school this year…let’s just hope that they don’t ktm or relapse all the time. I love them sm but it’s just hard seeing them go somewhere I’m not. And I won’t be able to be there for them when that are gaveling a mental breakdown
I'm in my late 20s and I fell in love with a girl who's completely out of my league and doesn't even know I exist. She is becoming famous everyday, her dreams are coming true and I feel happy for her, she's talented and deserves the world... But deep down I really wish I could've had the chance to talk to her. I wrote her a love song and never had the courage to post it. She would never look at me. I look nothing like the guys around her... Yet, seeing her smile makes my day. I wish I could.
I just want to be happy. My life is so unlucky, I was born disabled, my parents don’t acceot me, I can’t keep friends and I feel my partner hates me. Even now as I try to get in contact with family I’ll be moving closer to, the FB account I try to set up is instantly restricted even after I do nothing. I just want out of my hell
I feel like everyday I grow to forget who I am more and more. Nothing feels real anymore. I always feel sick, or tired. I've never felt this way before, this whole summer has literally just been me tearing myself apart. I don't understand why I can't just be normal. I go to therapy, I try to evaluate my feelings. But I always just end up shutting down. Nothing ever stops, or fixes itself. I just feel bad all the time.
i started dating this girl august 20th 2021. on july 1st 2024 i started talking to this girl because i only wanted to be friends with her. on july 24th i broke up with the girl ive been dating for almost 3 years, and ever since then ive been gaining feelings for the girl i befriended almost a month ago. this girl also has a bf of almost 3 months, but tbh he is not a good boyfriend at all. my plan is to start dating this girl once i feel ready because i really really like her