It feels like a lie every time I tell my best friend I love her because most of the time I resent her so much for the abuse we’re putting each other through. We have our good days but during our bad days I wish I never met her.
I think I have severe empathy issues because my friend is suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts and all I do is resent them for making it my problem. I wish they chose someone else to rely on.
I feel bad for being bratty to my mom but at the same time it was pretty much the 100th time she's told me "you're not gonna survive as an adult", so I also am not sure how to feel at the same time.
I did something super bratty today. My mom basically told me I'm not ready to be adult since I'm not going to the gym and taking care of myself, and I told her back that most adults her age don't live with their mother(my grandma) and are unemployed.
I am to asshamed to go outside in any clothing that reviews my body, im not fat, not too skiny just too flat. I am a model at 13 and yes i do look pretty god for the runway but to go out and bee seen by any boy is just to embarrassing to me. I always walk next to a friend so you cant see my body or I put a phone in my back pocket on my shorts to hide myself.Pool is such a no for me. And yes i sadly have beed told im flat too many times. My mother and father are not Let me go to the gym .
Here a real confessions ever since my gf broke up with me. I've been watching p**n of woman who look like my ex and sometimes i close my eyes while watching it who sound just like her. Kind of depressing right??
I started reading s**ual stories online and it led me back to p**n and m****rbation again. I hate it and want out but have to tell someone. It isn’t who I want to be.
Hi, anon that hated feeling empty here, now I feel too much. I finally stim again, and am starting to actually feel love (I haven't in a long long time)(still not romantic, I'm aroace) But that comes with a price. I just felt the most scared I've been since I was a child, and it's been some time, and I'm still feeling it. I'm absolutely TERRIFIED. Is this what you all go through whenever you get scared?? Wow, it is NOT fun. I'm not used to feeling emotions, my memory of emotions was erased. -✨🍉