i was laying in bed at like 1am and i felt my bunk bed shake and when i looked down i saw my sister.. master debating with her bf on the phone. im literally traumatized i cant see her the same, i literally held my breath trying to make it seem like i was asleep.
The only person who noticed I’m in a DV situation was the worker at my post office. He told me this was the first time I came in not covered in bruises and asked if the dog was finally in the doghouse. I laughed and said yes I gave her the boot. I lied. He doesn’t know I was punched in the face that morning and the bruise hadn’t shown up yet.
My mom told me today that she wished that she'd aborted me. She told me that I'm her biggest regret, and that she wishes I was never born. I was an accidental pregnancy and her health declined while she was pregnant with me so she thinks I ruined her life, and I'm the reason for her depression.
i recently just came out of my first relationship. there was no real bad blood when we ended. however, since the breakup i am starting to realise maybe my relationship was more toxic than i thought. and it sucks because i love her so much and i think i always will a little bit, yet i feel robbed of a first relationship. we had to end because we were both going to universities that were far from each other. :(
I often feel like I can't share my story of SA'd because it always seems so minor in comparison to the other stories I've heard. I've even had people tell me that it wasn't that bad. But I was 13 and he was 15. He was a close friend who "playfully" pinned me to the ground with this predatory look during truth or dare. then twenty minutes later he dared me to pull my shirt up and I refused and he reached over and pull my shirt up to my chin. We were in a public park with two other friends.
Im pissed, this guy i liked, who is also my friend, just stole my first kiss after inviting me to his house for a date, and after tgat day he ghosted me, it hurts a lot cause he was my first ever (non fictional) crush, like ghosted me both love wise and friend wise, he stopped contact all together, i feel so sad and angry, but at the same time im savoring that kiss, honestly i just miss him and what we used to have...
I started playing with this guy on a vr game, we talk and he likes to flirt a lot with me, we um....did some crazy rather intimate things together through voice chat, i feel kinda strange knowing i touched myself to his voice, he calls me his girlfriend and at first it was sweet, but the thought that im being intimate with some guy i met on a game is starting to unerve me, i just need to say this cause its been worrying me, also we are both in appropriate age range.
I think I’m falling for my best friend and she keeps giving me mixed signals but I don’t wanna ask ‘cause I’m afraid of ruining what we have