I'm everything I hate the most and it's disgusting I feel like the worst person alive and I'm literally ruining my life by daydreaming and wasting my time on my phone my screen time keeps going up I don't study and I don't attend classes cus I'm lazy I spend my days in my bed watching dirty stuff getting off it and it's disgusting and ik I'm ruining my life but it's like I can't control it I don't deserve to live I hate myself Im a disappointment I hate me I wish I was better I want to be better
I hate myself so much I'm addicted to p*rn and m****rbation I can't go even a day without it and I watch kinky disgusting stuff it's like I have a different person in me I'm disgusted with myself I can't meet my family's eyes I'm lazy and I have a test today and I didn't study I waste my time on useless things im addicted to my phone I can't get off it and I'm disgusting I'm turning into a bad person im ruining my life damaging my life i hate myself so much I want to be good I hate me I hate me
im so close to losing the only shine thats left inside me. im tired, im exhausted and im done. i want to leave this world but id feel so incredibly guilty if i were to leave her. i cant make her go through that, i promised her i wouldnt leave her. its not fair.
I just want somone to be my sweet heart. I’m so impatient for it. I cried,prayed and even as far as doing witch craft nothing ever works. I just want somone to be here with me who can love me till the day we die.
I'm falling in love with my best friend. They are with somebody else, and so am I. But I feel things I've never felt before for them, like they ignite my soul in a new and profound way. Sometimes I think they might feel something for me too, or if I'm seeing things that aren't there. They're the closest friend I've ever had, and I never want to ruin that. So I'll never say anything, but it's eating me up inside.
I’m a complete failure. I’ve wracked up so much debt that I have hardly anything to get through the month. I’m such a fucking reject. I always mess stuff up and I wish I had never been born.
i was laying in bed at like 1am and i felt my bunk bed shake and when i looked down i saw my sister.. master debating with her bf on the phone. im literally traumatized i cant see her the same, i literally held my breath trying to make it seem like i was asleep.
The only person who noticed I’m in a DV situation was the worker at my post office. He told me this was the first time I came in not covered in bruises and asked if the dog was finally in the doghouse. I laughed and said yes I gave her the boot. I lied. He doesn’t know I was punched in the face that morning and the bruise hadn’t shown up yet.