My friends stress me out. We start to make plans that I'm really excited about and then I ask them if they're going and they say "no, my social battery is dead" which is a fine excuse but now I just have to hope my other friends don't flake. My friends are unreliable and I hate it.
My wife's sister is the love of my life. I regret marrying her, but I didn't regret our child. I wish I could run away with her sister, but I know the chances of that happening are near 0%, as he sister doesn't even know how I feel and likely never will. Things would be so much better if I could go to sleep and never wake up.
I need to vent so bad. I just almost a full tub of ice cream and im a f*cking pig im so fat i tried so hard to purge it and it wouldnt come up i tried to look at self harming videos to make me throw up and it didnt work words cant describe how much i hate myself right now im so fat im so fat im going to cut myself because how could i let myself go and eat that i’ll never get skinnier like this
My live in partner and I have been together for 10 years. We have 2 kids. When we were teenagers I did something stupid, I cheated on him slept with someone else. Until now when we have an argument he always brings it up. I've been regretting it ever since it happened. I am not worth forgiving? In 10 years I've sacrificed everything for our family. I never put myself first.
I feel like I'm a disappointment to everyone around me especially my parents I hate myself so damn much
I'm everything I hate the most and it's disgusting I feel like the worst person alive and I'm literally ruining my life by daydreaming and wasting my time on my phone my screen time keeps going up I don't study and I don't attend classes cus I'm lazy I spend my days in my bed watching dirty stuff getting off it and it's disgusting and ik I'm ruining my life but it's like I can't control it I don't deserve to live I hate myself Im a disappointment I hate me I wish I was better I want to be better