I was getting myself off one day in my back garden on the deck when I was 10 and my dad came out to put clothes in the washing machine and he was like ‘what are you doing?’ And I sat up and pretended to be stretching ‘oh just enjoying the sun’ and my mom sat me down and had a 20 minute conversation about it 😭
a year ago yesterday I attempted suicide. I survived, and even though I am still depressed, I'm clean from self harm for 6 months and I'm getting better. I'm glad I didn't die because it was the day before my friends birthday and I didn't even realise it lol
I'm lazy, I'm tired, I don't wanna deal with this bullshit I just wanna kill myself and just wanna leave it somewhere yk
I can’t stop roleplaying/consuming fictional media of sibling/cousin incest whenever I’m horny..,,