PT 2: I don't know what’s wrong with me and if I ever did anything wrong. I should’ve been gone nearly 5 years ago until I got surprised to go to the shelter to adopt a kitten, she is currently 4 and gonna be 5 years old end of this month. She is the only reason as to why I’m alive today. I love her so much and the fact that she was a baby kitten and I couldn’t leave the world. She means alot. Even tho I have my parents and they’re not too great sometimes and was terrible,
PT1: People I used to know never sticks around with me anymore. I get betrayed, received dry texts, ghosted me, and blocked randomly for no reason, even tho I sticked around and was a genuine friend to them. It’s like I never matter to them. I don’t think I can see myself in the future with people that actually wanna be friends for life and have a long time partner. I’m convinced everyone I ever met and used to know are either fake or I’m delusional and I am really the reason as to why.
I know I bring it on myself by making the comments but sometimes I wish just once when I said something like "it's because I'm stupid" someone would disagree with me
pt3, For once I want to be the girl who doesn't have to explain to a guy how he should treat me and just experience how it feels to be treat right by a nice guy and not have to constantly explain my feelings and get nothing in return because he doesn't know what to say. I'm not asking for all the money and the diamonds in the world I just ask that you treat me right and you make an effort to get to know me for who I am and not what you want me to be.
pt2, I just graduated and I don't work but he doesn't make me feel alone in this time. I'm just afraid if I tell how I feel things might become weird between us. I've never had a guy been up front with me and express their feels for me and I don't know how he feels about me I hate that all the time I have to be the one to make the first move in every scenario, I also want to experience what other girls feel not havin to guess what a guy is thinkin and feelin about you because his open with u.
I recently started talking to this guy I met on a religious dating site and honestly he is one of the nicest people I've talked to, his understanding and patient and doesn't make me feel like I'm stupid. His company has really helped me get over my situationship and I think I'm startin to develop feelings for him but I don't think it will work because we're too far apart ( Africa and the Caribbeans) I've never been in a relationship and I'm scared of long distance. pt 1
I'm in love with someone who I don't think will ever be able to love me back. I'm constantly scared of myself... like I'm going to mess something up and I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I don't have much meaning in life besides this person I love...
i’m pregnant, and i don’t know how to feel about it. i won’t keep it, there’s too many reasons not to. i’m starting a new job in a few weeks but i’ve been unemployed for the past month, my boyfriend and i have only been together for 10 months, we don’t have much in savings, and i'm trying to quit smoking. but i guess i wish we could keep it, it’s our baby, you know? im 25, and i know in a few years we’ll be ready to do this, but i wonder if ill somehow regret not keeping it.
I am in love with my best friend I’ve spent so much time wondering how I feel about him on and off and I realized that he has consumed so much of my mind and thoughts that i really do like him but idk how to tell him we r such close friends and we both flirt but i can’t tell if he is really just messaging around or not..