I have ADHD and I struggle with impulse purchases because of it, just had the most expensive wank of my life on onlyfans which is the latest hole I've fallen into :( I feel so sick with myself but I just can't stop and I don't know why
I want a romantic partner so bad. Someone who will hold me close at night and give me a soft kiss. At the same time, I know that I am too fat, too ugly, too weird for anyone to genuinely want me. I tried losing weight but failed. My facial features aren't nice at all. I got stretch marks all over. My short hair makes me look like a guy. I am a huge nerd. I got ADHD which makes me even more weird. No matter how much I crave affection, I know that I'll never receive it.
Im 17 with adhd and i feel romantic feelings for my 13 year old friend. I know its wrong and im able to contain it. I just hate being older
I love my daughter so much, I just feel like a sh*tty mother. I can’t give her the life she deserves. I’m struggling daily and I’m gonna end up destroying my child. Sometimes I think she would be better off if I just disappeared..
i’m not trans, i just wish i was born a man because of how much easier everything would be if i was. i’m an engineer, male dominated field, work is difficult to find cause people prefer men in these professions even though i’m hardworking and passionate about it. people don’t respect me because i’m a girl, they only do if a man is next to me. i’d be able to protect myself without needing anyone. i wouldn’t have to choose between marriage and success. the staring. people don’t see me as a human.
i’m a perfectionist. i hate the feeling of not being to talk about anything to anyone no matter how close they are because of how obsessed i am with being/appearing perfect. i hate that i can’t allow myself to cry because of anyone because how dare i allow myself to be vulnerable. what do you mean you’re crying because someone upset you? i have to be as strong as an iron wall, no matter what. i hate that i can’t even speak about this to anyone because it’ll let people see that I'm not perfect.
I think the world's alright. life sucks a lot of the time but its the bright spots that make it all worth it. Also mint chocolate chip ice cream rules
I just found out that my uncle has schizophrenia, and honestly everything makes sense now. I know I shouldn't feel somewhat disturbed by him, now that I know why he acts the way he does. But I still can't help but somewhat wish he wasn't there, or just acted differently. It's impossible to hold a normal conversation with him, and how he sometimes can't understand completely normal things. I honestly don't know what to feel right now. I don't want to feel this way towards him, but it's hard.