I've been dating my bf for the past nine months and it's going fine except I think I'm a lesbian. I feel so horrible I wish I could change it, Im so scared of losing him as a friend. I cry everytime I think about it.
i don’t like talking to my irl friends. they’re all the worst to each other and i feel so distant from them. i can’t relate to them anymore and i feel bad about it. i have online friends that i really enjoy talking to and i’m scared they like my irl friends more than me. i think i have a little crush on one of my online friends, i haven’t told anybody, i just hope that they don’t end up falling for him too. they’re way more likable than me.
I don’t love my bsf anymore. I used to enjoy talking to her and hanging out but in the past year her mental health has gotten worse and I don’t want to be around her anymore. She verbally and physically abuses me and I mentally and emotionally abuse her. We got too codependent on each other and now I just want to kill myself to be free of her.
I found several thousand dollars hidden, unbeknownst to my family, by a deceased relative and I'm taking it all for myself. The worst part is I don't feel bad about it
i still like him ik i acted like i didnt but i do and i couldnt tell him because i had my reasons and he knew about them too but now he said he doesnt reciprocate my feelings anymore and that its about time i move on. he said this to my friend AND he refuses to even talk to me once. i cant get him out of my mind and he doesnt want me anymore. yay ig
I sometimes feel like a fake bisexual as i’m mostly attracted to men. I like both, but can’t really see myself being in a relationship with a woman and sometimes just feel like i’m gay.
im in the psych ward and i never want to go back to the real world. their idea of freedom is oppression by deprivation. food, water, shelter, art, company, all these things i can't live without are dangled like privileges i don't deserve because i can't do the dog and pony show our society demands we perform to earn our right to exist. im afraid of the world ive lived my whole life in. i don't want to go back. now i understand agoraphobia.
I have ADHD and I struggle with impulse purchases because of it, just had the most expensive wank of my life on onlyfans which is the latest hole I've fallen into :( I feel so sick with myself but I just can't stop and I don't know why
I want a romantic partner so bad. Someone who will hold me close at night and give me a soft kiss. At the same time, I know that I am too fat, too ugly, too weird for anyone to genuinely want me. I tried losing weight but failed. My facial features aren't nice at all. I got stretch marks all over. My short hair makes me look like a guy. I am a huge nerd. I got ADHD which makes me even more weird. No matter how much I crave affection, I know that I'll never receive it.