I feel stupid, I feel like the laughing stick of my family. I am the middle child, even though we have 2 siblings, I am constantly laughed at for being lost, yet nobody helped show me the way. Boys my age are doing things I still donāt know how to do, like be straight.š I know I should be proud of who I am, but Iām not. I wish I could experience teen love, I wish I could be normal. Got once in my life.
my job will probably realise faster than my friends when iām gone. theyāll immediately know if i donāt show up. itāll probably take a while for my friends to notice when i stop sending messages that donāt get replies anywayā¦.. im truly alone
I went camping with my fam and met a boy, if uve ever watched the movie grease the song summer loving literally describes how I feel lol. Jake I loved playing with ur hair and staring into ur eyes and I love ur smile and cute laugh, why can't we live closer :( I did get his number but like what do I send him?!!!
I se!f h@rm and I don't want to sometimes but then again it's kinda like reliefing myself or punishing myself for something bad that happened and it's been getting worse, my whole left arm is covered in cuts and scars and I can't stop myself but I don't wanna tell anyone bcus it will cause trouble for everyone and they'll ask why I do it but I can't rlly explain. What should I do
I f**ked the mom of my friend and she wants more of me but its difficult to hide from my friend how do i do it?
I'm so starved for love and affection that I know how to hug myself in a way that feels like someone else is there.
I am so angry. To myself.
I couldn't save my nephews from being circumcised, after telling them that they don't have to as it is not mandatory.
But I could not save them from their parents. They did it to them innocents, my beloved nephews, without their consent...without they knowing the importance of their own body part. And it got taken, got robbed from them.
I wish I could save them... so that they won't be like me.
All I can do now... is to save my future son...if I have one later.
I found out (from another friend) that one of my lifelong best friends decided out of the blue that shes ādoneā with me and started excluding me from the group hang outs, made new group chats without me etc. It made me so mad that she didnāt even have a conversation with me and was excluding me behind my back that I stooped down a really low level and sent some nasty msgs about her to her boyfriend from a fake number. I mean obviously they will know itās me anyways. I wish I hadnāt done it.