I feel stupid, I feel like the laughing stick of my family. I am the middle child, even though we have 2 siblings, I am constantly laughed at for being lost, yet nobody helped show me the way. Boys my age are doing things I still don’t know how to do, like be straight.😞 I know I should be proud of who I am, but I’m not. I wish I could experience teen love, I wish I could be normal. Got once in my life.