I think i still love her, and it hurts so much because i know we aren't meant to be. I'm not enough, nor what she needs. I just want her to be happy, and i know that means i can't be with her.
This guy have been talking to me for about a month telling me he likes me, but I think I’m in love with one of my best friends. I can’t do that he doesn’t see me this way but I can’t stop it and Idk what to do.
TW due to CA and SEWERSIDE My mom is really really bad, horrible even. She's a heavy drinker and my younger self used to believe it was just her love style, and one day she hit me with a bottle and the shard got stuck in my eye, I cried for days and she didn't even bother sending me to the hospital, my eye got injected and i had to go in the end, and after the hospital visit I tried to take too many pills at once and wrapped a tie around my neck too tightly to stop my breathing but my mom had came up to my room to check on me and called the hospital AGAIN. And in my hospital bed I cried my eyes out to a old nurse, nobody did anything because CA isn't taken seriously in my country but my grandpa takes care of me now because my mom apparently finally felt guilty, I was 12 at the time and mentally unstable, never went to therapy or anything so it was bound to happen. Just to let you know I had to shorten the entire story, that's why it has bad grammer and no details, just stay safe.