I HATE MY MOM, I HATE HER SO MUCH. SHE'S SO ANNOYING. SHE CAN'T LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE THREATENS TO KICK ME OUT OF MY HOUSE IF I DARE DISOBEY HER. SHE TELLS ME I'M USELESS. SHE TELLS ME THAT MY SIBLINGS ARE MORE USEFUL THAN ME. SHE TELLS ME THAT I'M ONLY A GIRL THAT DON'T PRIORITIZE HER STUDIES. I TRY HARD TO LEARN. I TRY HARD TO PUT MY STUDIES FIRST. I TRY TO BE THE PERFECT DAUGHTER FOR HER ONLY FOR HER TO CALL ME "USELESS"
Steven i wish you knew you're the reason i feel unloveable and like ill never be able to feel love again. i want to end it all because of you. i hate myself and i hate you.
I think I might be a lesbian, but I don't think I can ever convince myself I don't like men, even though the thought of dating one makes me uncomfortable.
God, whenever I hear someone mope about having "no friends" I can't help but think THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU. Sorry, but it's important for us to remember friends don't magically appear--in some cases, yes, but this is real life, not your self-insert fan-fiction. Talk to people, do small favors, find a group who shares your interests. It may be hard to accept but if the whole world was against you, you would be dead in a ditch. This is your wake-up call. ACT NOW.
Though I’m only in my sophomore year, I’m beginning to develop a strong depression. Every day is work work work until all I can do is lay in bed and wonder why I had to age at all. All I wish is to have a warm meal and a family that won’t scold me for being dull as soon as I get home. Maybe one day I’ll be able to love myself as much as my dog loved me.
I’ve been battling depression my whole life including anxiety, This year I’ve gotten addicted to drinking and smoking carts. I never tell anyone things cause I feel like when I do it seems like I’m doing it for attention, when I’m in public I feel everyone judging me even though I get complimented by a few people everyday I still feel so no good looking.