I work as male prostitute in Switzerland. Lots of myths abut it, but here's reality and my retrospective. Most clients are men and trans women, male workers work with all clients, but we lie about it because women don't like MSMs. Clients are unattractive and with poor hygiene and women tend to be morbidly overweight and old. No client asks for 'classic' stuff and any action is always done to you, not by you. Men and trans women are more vanilla, women are more involved in stuff like butt li*king (by you to her only) and more morbid stuff than men. This workplace is highly abusive towards workers. My first action was as a 18 y/o on a first day of work, with an old and large lady. It was part of work and consensual, she acted nice, but she went very rough on me once once I was pinned under her face-down. I was on paid leave for the next 6 months for it. Later on I learned that she solely goes with first-timers to do nasty stuff to them and the house gives her tip about their arrivals.
I had gay sex with my wife’s best friend. He lives in a different town that is 500 miles away from where I live with my wife. I stayed with him when I was in town for work. We got drunk one night and he asked if I wanted oral sex. I didn’t answer and he took that as a yes. It was amazing. The next night I let him top me and I enjoyed it a lot. I am now feeling incredibly guilty and questioning my sexuality. I have been talking to guys on Grindr and I want to do it again with another guy.
I told my boyfriend about my ex fling and the stuff we used to do, because we still keep in contact and still are friends. I didn't however tell him that we sexted for 3 days until the guilt became too much for both of us. I can't lose my boyfriend, I love him and I don't know why I went back to the other guy. But I can't ever tell him. I just needed to tell someone or something. If anyone finds out I'll be ruined
I have found my sexual equal, it is not my wife, and we will never meet. I may be the one idiot in the entire world who spent my youth looking for love when I should've just been slaying pussy. I did find love, got married, have a family. My wife has completely let herself go, dresses like a slob, gained 200 lbs, and completely anti-intimacy, I've never cheated beyond online chatting. This other woman is world's apart from me, also in a dead and unsatisfying marriage, and we just get each other off constantly, talk about life, music, kids, all sorts of things. It's really quite refreshing. I suppose the distance between us is best, but I wish so bad I could meet her, have her for real, make her mine. It's the main thing I look forward to every day besides seeing my daughter. I hope my wife finds herself again, realizes what she's thrown away with us, and we get it back, but that shit never happens. Please don't go away Michelle, I really think you're something else.....
I took loan for mom 3 years back... At that time I was earning but after that I had baby I couldn't go to job so tried some online jobs to pay that loan but all went vein... I ended up losing more money... And I sold my and my babies jewels without telling my husband... Now I don't have any more options in my hand... My is not an understanding person... He will treat me badly even for a small mistakes I don't know how to tell him... All want to get our if this lie... But if I confess I may loss my child... What to do...
I’m an alter in a system. I’m male but the body is afab. Getting horny in this body feels so weird and I’m still not used to it. Women please give me your tips I’m not used to this Signed, a helpless male personality.
I understand why there is a lot of cheating in the military. Lack of connection and never knowing when youll talk is extremely difficult. Im not going to do it but its hard. My current bf is military. We have been long distance from day one. Now he is deployed and it got a lot harder. I want to break it off but i dont want to lose him as a friend because he is wonderful. Just not the right time.
I have had a non-existent libido for the past four years I've lived with him. Now that I've been thinking about a life without him, I feel aroused multiple times a day.
im too self aware. i wouldn't call my actions acting. theyre coded in, when i do stuff i dont feel like im doing what i want - but what's socially acceptable. i dont truly love anyone or anything. i have emotions and empathy but no real care or love. i dont seek control either. i feel and see and know that alot of stuff is wrong with me. the way i think. but i cant stop it. i want to. but cant. at night i often sit and dont sleep as i think about everything. i can miss people but only if i never had a valid reason to not be sad about them gone. like me not moving on immediately has a small amount of exceptions. which are usually them dying, disappearing or me being a jerk at times when i know a person for too long. i can't know anyone without betraying or hurting them at some point. but only in ways where i can still look innocent. i dont know why i do this or why i am the way i am. but relentlessly, bye
I've been lying to my best friend form 5 years. They are bipolar and i was scared of what their reaction would be. I'm available every day for them. In fact i stopped studying for my University because they once told me 3 times in the same month that i wasn't there for them and that i put my studies above their mental well being. I wanted to be a good friend, so i gave up my studies and i told myself that this will be the only time and that next year it will be better so I'll return to my studies. I said that on 2021. I've been trying to balance both being there for her and doing my studies. I had my first panic attack last week and i was home alone. I've started to despise them. Because whenever i say no they make me feel as if I've cut their lifeline. I even told them i finished with Uni but I didn't. And now I'm stuck. Because i want to go forward with my studies but I'm also I'm the only one who cares about this person. And on top of that i have the screaming of my mother too.