We broke up and I'm still in denial. In the mornings I forget or tend to brush off the fact we will forever be in no contact. Its no exaggeration when I say he's in my dreams every night. I always dream when I sleep, but I've never had an S/O or an ex appear in them. I'm awake the whole day without a care but when I sleep and wake up, I cry and feel empty - and then the cycle repeats.
I think this must be some horrible of coping mechanism because I suppress emotions.
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