I'm in love with my coworker turned close friend. He's in a 10 year relationship and is 3 years engaged. I don't want to over step boundaries so I've kept quiet for the 2 years I've known him. I've even tried to date but I compare everyone to him. I just want to tell him how I feel so I will feel released. I know this may ruin our friendship but I feel like s fraud in our friendship with these heavy feelings.