This summer i realizes that i didn't want to believe in the same beliefs as my parents and i got into believing in the universe and i want to tell them but i know that they will just yell, yell and maybe even hit me. i been manifesting a new family where i am loved for who i am i hope it comes true. i just don't like staying here reminded of what my life is supposed to be i feel bad because they done so much for me but that's what their supposed to do