My sister always body shame me as a joke , she would always calling me cow , not that i'm fat i'm a size small but her jokes somehow made it throw my head , i lost confidence i can never see my body the way i used too i'm obssessed with being skinny i can't see me pretty in anyways , she would also pop a joke that she's prettier or that people look at her not me or they would like her and not me . How would you explain that , i don't know the only thing i know is that i'm no confident anymore.