I have a p*rn addiction that I can't break, it's destroyed my marriage from the start and destroyed my mind. after everything I've seen I have strong feelings of being a woman but I don't know if that's me or everything I've seen. I've felt this way for so long but I have had my addiction longer. I'm attracted to the idea of leaving my wife for a trans woman or maybe even a man and transitioning myself to a woman. I hate having these thoughts