I hate my bsf. We became too codependent and I resent her for the amount of debt she landed me in and the physical abuse she puts me through. She struggles with mental illness and becomes violent and it’s out of her control but I started to hate her for it. She calls me terrible names and I wish she will die alone and unloved like she fears.
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Dying alone and unloved is very harsh. I think it's better for the both of you to cut her off and focus on tackling your co-dependency.