I just lost my virginity at 15. It was last night. I snuck out of my house. I didn't want to but he kept asking and I just gave in. I feel so gross. I feel like a horrible person. I vape, I sneak out, and now this. I don't recognize myself anymore. I lost my chance to experience something special with someone I love for my first time. All I will have is the memory of some guy I barley know. I hated it the whole time. It hurt when he did it. It still hurt as I'm typing this.