With all my struggles and accomplishments I still desperately want an easy life. And even though there could be someone that maybe makes it possible I am too scared to actually act on it. Still believe that I could find someone I truly love, but I don't think that will ever happen. It makes me feel guilty that I even considering the easy option about being a wife to someone just for the sake of it. Just for the sake of becoming a non working housewife.
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I can't understand this other comment. Why not just follow your dreams? There are men who look for a woman like you. There's nothing wrong about a traditional relationship.
Stay independent! Husbands and kids will wear you out! And so much can go wrong. Just look at the news. Maybe look for a better paying position.