i go to my gbsf’s soccer and volleyball games and ill catch myself staring at her butt and i feel so terrible about it. i know she doesnt like me like that but i still catch myself lost in thought about how our life would be together. she’s really pretty and i know im out of her league. i just got out of a relationship 2 weeks ago so i have that baggage aswell. i just wish i could have her but i know ill just f*ck everything up. god i hate being a man.