i love him so much i let him hurt me walk all over me treat me so f*cking bad talk to other women talk to his ex and what not idk why i cant let him go we've been talking since 9 f*cking months im so done im so so done but i cant him go im crying so hard rn my tears keep rushing they dont seem to stop i prayed today i really really f*cking hope this stops because either this will stop or either i will end. with it.