I had a best friend back in middle school and that was the only person I truly loved. One day she left school and moved and I cried for 2 months straight. Found out a month later that everything I knew about her was a lie, the reason she left, her age, everything. Now I'm 25 and realized I've been just trying to fill an emptiness that won't go away. I see her on my intagram randomly and I want to reach out but I realized I became her...