I'm having intrusive thoughts about SH. Never done it before and I know I shouldn't start. I don't know why I want to. My life just feels so pointless I want some sense of control. I keep talking myself into it thinking I could do it somewhere easy to hide. I don't know who I can talk to about it without changing how they see me forever.
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Hope you're doing better now. Never start, It makes everything worse. Reach out to the people you love:)