I was angry disrespectful impatient selfish immature prideful I complained to God I overreacted I was selfish unloving unmerciful lazy insensitive I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I had resentment worldly sorrow I was self righteous and I had a martyr like attitude I was ungrateful stubborn I was threatening I was manipulative divisive insecure faithless I had violent and suicidal thoughts and I passed judgment against others