I watch p*rn even tho ik if my gf ever finds out she would break up with me. Idk why I do it, I love her so much. Losing her would be the end of my world. Can someone please give me advice? We’ve been dating close to 7 months and I have diminished her self confidence sm due to me hiding it from her twice and her finding out. I rlly need help idk why I keep doing it.