i go on website to ma****bated on c*m with stranger, i'm still a virgin and i want to wait until mariage. I feel really bad about that but i can't stop i'm also addict to p*rn and i m****rbated every nights
I feel like i have different personalities with different people. I never know when im truly being myself with someone.
I'm being dead serious when I say this , my biggest inspiration is sonic the hedgehog , that drive to live free no matter , to excel in your own way , the mindset to keep moving forward to your goals no matter what , to be able to not worry yourself with the past and to go thru hell and keep smiling
Im worried i'll never be as good as anyone else. and i feel like im the different one, with obsessions that dont make sense and im always scared people arent really my friends. The only person i feel is my true friend lives in another continent.
As a 11 year old i was fascinated by people that made their own business. So one day I took my mom’s debit card with around 46000 on it. I spent 30000 dollars and made a food brand. It caught on very fast and i made 200k in a year. I ended up telling my mom and she was mad and happy and very confused. Im telling people this anonymously so my friends don’t use me. But my mom has retired and in total today I’ve made over 65 million.
When I was 12 (I'm 20 now) I was walking home from school and Idk why I didn't it I didn't even feel in control of my body but I grabbed a women (16) chest , I let go immediately and apologised for it and she seemed OK and she never talked to me about it and I never faced consequences, I feel guilt over this every day of my life and have stried to be the best person I can sence that day , am I building this up more in my head then i should or should I feel even more guilty for it