I’m a Christian trying to grow with God but am battling with lust and desires everyday. I fear that I will continue this battle until marriage and doubt it will ever stop. I’m feeling alone and weak and I wish for help and guidance.
I have a feeling that every aspect of my life us falling apart. I don't know how to hold on and I am not sure if I want to. I just want to dissappear.
My partner just tried to commit for the 4th time. I had to call someone to calm me down from a panic attack. Idk what to do anymore. It’s too much to process.
I wish I had more friends I feel like im wasting my teenage years but I just have no one to hang out with and its so lonely.
I don't want to grow up and just be something like a waitress or something. I'm not saying waitresses are bad I'm just saying I really feel if I don't become an actor or something I'll enjoy no matter what I'll die unhappy.
I don't like this world and there isn't really any lifestyle that I think I could live happily in. I'm scared.
I still like this boy even though he already unfriended me on facebook and blocked me on tiktok. Some of his friends are still my mutuals, and it sucks seeing him commenting on the posts of them. I hope he knows how much i wanted to talk to him again. And i dont know why im still hoping for the connection to happen, bcs we are miles away. It sucks feeling this way.
I wore a see thru cop top and pantyhose to school. I got away with it cause I had a long coat. My nipples
stayed hard and I had 5 orgasms that day. I had a new pair of shoes too. I took the coat off too.
I hate my friend who told my mom all my secrets and almost got me in trouble because I said I didn't want to be friends anymore but I got really lucky and was able to convince my mom she was lying also she forgot to use proof so now it's late and I'm feeling happy as If a huge weight has been lifted