I miss her. I can’t move on. Her new boyfriend is a bad guy, I know stuff about him. Just anyone but him, it doesn’t have to be me, just not him.
I hate how quickly she moved on too, 2 weeks, ignoring me making the effort to fix things, then getting with him like wtf, did I mean nothing? Cause I feel like nothing...
After my 10th birthday, I cried alone in my closet because I was sad it was over. My mom called me spoiled, but I'm only now coming to the realization that I was sad because she'd emotionally forget I exist for the rest of the year, and I just wanted the love and support she gave me on my birthday unconditionally, rather than it be something "Special". I wanted to be seen every day the way I was seen on my birthday, rather than not be seen at all.
Who f**king tells you they’ve been dreaming of you and then ignores you telling them they should ask you out???? Then continues the convo but ends it by leaving you on delivered with read receipts
I’m being to feel like I’m never enough for people. Every time I think a person feels the same way about me I am wrong. I just feel empty now, not sad or mad, just empty and unlovable. I keep choosing people who don’t want me and it makes me wonder what is wrong with me. I think I’m going to die alone and it breaks my heart. All I want is to be loved in the same way I love.
Im so fat, everytime i get back from a vacation im 2x my size. and it hurts so much bcs i spent 8 months perfecting my tighs, inner thighs, calfs, tummy, arms, under arm fat, face fat just be round again.
today i puked in the employee toilet at work & clogged it i tried for 15 mins to unclog it to no avail
i had to admit it to my boss & we had to put in an emergency work order
i am so embarrassed
I'm scared that I wont meet to life's standards. I'm bisexual, maybe also trans born with Tourettes, autism and anxiety, I am failing at school and I'm afraid if I wont meet life strandeds. I am 16
I have p**n mods on fallout new vegas including
Sex and nudity duh
Enslave npcs
And npcs enslaving you