I've been married almost 30 years. My spouse no longer seems to have any desire to be intimate with me. I long for physical contact yet the only thing I get is complaints from my spouse about what I've done, or haven't done. I'm tired of it all.
The only thing that keeps me going lately / makes me feel happy is academic validation but I'm finishing school soon so I don't know what I'm going to do after that. Even when I do get compliments on work I feel good for a minute and the next day I'm back to feeling like I'm not smart enough or good enough.
I secretly watched my cousin sister bathing and changing her clothes... I have seen her boobs figure and j*rked fantasizing her.
I messed everything up with my boyfriend and I'm worried it'll never be good again and we will break up.
My favorite fanfic of all time is an adultery story about Ron Weasley and Draco Malfoy from Harry Potter... I reread it tons as well. 😭 🙏🏽
I let my boyfriends dad do me over his study’s desk and I loved it, he was way bigger than my boyfriend.
Two years ago if someone asked me "would I let my wife sleep with another man", I would have cursed them out. As of the last year or so I have been fantasizing about that very thing. I am sure she has thought about it but doesn't want to say...
I don't know what's wrong with me, I've been hypers*xual from a young age due to a lot of trauma, but what I'm concerned about is that remembering or being in the same situation as my trauma (like going through it again) is arousing and I don't want it to be so. I don't know why I feel that way about it and I don't know how to stop it.