I have a chronic illness that still lets me live a semi normal life (just in constant awful pain) and sometimes I wish it got worse or I developed something else so I could be hospitalised and just rest in hospital for a few months. I’m so so tired of everything. I just want to be taken care of, being an adult is too difficult. I need a break from everything
i kind of still like this guy but im pretty afraid of letting him know that since hes stalked and harrassed me for months but would never actually speak to me and i dont know why im still attracted to him and idk what to do abt it
When I was five, my father did something terrible. I used to wonder why I was like this, why things felt off. Turns out, that was the reason. Everything I thought I knew about my life was a lie. The person I trusted the most, the one who was supposed to protect me, ended up being the one who hurt me the most. I hadn’t remembered it for 17 years. The reason? He was trying to shield me from the truth.
I used to use toilet paper as a makeshift (period) pad when I had no idea about what it was until I eventually wasn't embarrassed enough to ask for pads. 😓👎
Im trying to keep it together for my fiance but im about to freak. I have $1.23 in the bank and all of my bills are about the get cancelled, and all I can do is wait for my job to start. I feel like a failure
From eight billions people that currently living right now, from each of globe,each with their uniqueness and imperfections,yet I hate each of them, for any of those eight billions of people, no one had feelings for me,f or once,If I could write it, even if I could tell it to each person it will never be enough, I hate being lonely, I hate always be the giver not the receiver, for I always hate everyone including myself.
I LOOOOOVE the feeling of being f**ked senseless in my sleep (by bf of course<3<3) and I also love the painful feeling of ma****bating while having to piss REALLY bad, its so gooddd
I wish someone cared for me like how I care. I wish someone understand what it feels like to be left out. No one deserves to be alone