I am getting a weird feeling, actually I am getting attracted to my aunty. Idk wt should I do.
my mom sa-ed me as a kid. i am 20 female. i hate her so much and she denies any abuse she’s ever done even the less bad ones. i want her to feel so much guilt. i want to hurt her.
i feel so ashamed i have no one to talk to about this so im here.
i had a dream last night that i had sex with a youtuber i like (not in that kind of way) and now i can’t stop thinking about it. i watch his videos and my face turns violently red and my heart starts beating. oh my god i need him so bad i need help
I’m not in love with my fiancé anymore … I can’t stop thinking about the guy I never gave a chance to in college, i recently bumped into him and seeing him brought all the memories back. The first time we met we bumped into each other leaving book store in college and so ironically we were both crossing the street and I look to my right and he looks to his left and we see each other after years !
Today, I was the only employee who came to the office. I put on my favorite playlist and suddenly a song appeared that reminded me of my past.
Where I was 12 years old, coming home from school playing in the rain, laughing carefree. I remember how ruined my life is now. I hope I can go back to those days again.
I know this might seem like a tame and boring confession to some of you, but it really eats at me sometimes. I keep receiving new leadership positions in my Christian church, which is great. Jesus is awesome and I want to continue building his kingdom. However, I struggle with p**n sometimes and a lot of lust. So, I feel like a fraud sometimes. Every time I get some new position, I feel like I'm not worthy.
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT FALLING IN LOVE IS LIKE!!!! I WANT TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO HER AND I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE TRAPPED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!