I looked on a roommates computer on their of, left it open when they got back and it’s brought up months later. I regret it completely and still don’t understand why i did it. I keep denying but it really eats away at me. I don’t want to hurt anymore and don’t see honesty causing healing. I’ve taken what i have for granted.
I have no real desire for s*x. I think that it's hard to have s*x w someone and enjoy it. It feels so disorganised and uncontrollable. I would just m****rbate my whole life but it's so embarrassing when you're a virgin. I plan on having sex one time just to be able to say that i did it
I don't think I can ever escape disordered eating. I constantly fall into a cycle where I have to eat only super healthy food and cut 750+ calories and constantly find myself moving to burn the smallest calories. I just want to be skin and bones and maybe just maybe I'll find myself beautiful.
I have a hard time believing people like me and wish to be my friend. What part of me do they like when I already hate every aspect of myself? What makes you think I deserve you in my life? I sometimes worry that everyone will leave me and I’ll be stuck alone again but I can’t help but cherish the friends I have regardless.
I am a 32-year-old woman, and I have been with over 1164 men. I recently got engaged to my boy friend two years ago, and I don't want to go into this marriage. Being dishonest, but there's a part of me that then knows if I tell him she won't want to be with me anymore. I don't know what to do.
Last week, while my husband was at work, I needed some help moving a few things in the garage. So his father came over, and afterwards I made him lunch, and I gave him Well, let me just say this because I don't know if I can say that on here. I used my mouth.
Sometimes, I create fake accounts and upload a bunch of pictures of beautiful women that I know he would be attracted to, and then I messaged him to see if he responded. I know it's really insecure of me, but I feel like I need that reassurance.
I really want to sleep with my boyfriend’s brother. I’m out of state right now (staying with his family) and I can’t stop looking at him that way. I’ve caught vibes before. I’m just too nervous to act on it. My boyfriend has cheated on me so many times. I’m surprised it’s this hard for me.
I’m much more suicidal than i should be. I want help but i could never let anyone know. I’m happy.