I will never have children because the idea of birth is severely traumatic for me and I feel like if I had a child and it didnt grow up to be something great, I'd resent it for what it took to bring it into the world.
No one has entitlement to sex or your body. Understood but your also not title To my love and affection. I deserve to be with someone who loves me. And i refuses to be in a dead bedroom
When my first chat in a few months got flagged by character.ai, I know that I'm screwed in the head.
Well let's see, would this get flagged too?
Hahaha
I want to disappear.
It would be better if I was never born in the first place.
Why am I here?
my gma who I’ve had in my entire life has a few months/days to live and i don’t know what to do. i know she tired of suffering and being in pain but im just not ready to say goodbye.
I love wearing womens underwear. I’ve been wearing them off and on for years, but recenty, I have started wearing knickers all day every day.
When I was in fifth grade I got into a fist fight with another boy who lived down the street. He completely whipped me in front of other kids in our neighborhood. Strangely, I still (thirty years later) have detailed fantasies about him dominating me. I really enjoy touching myself thinking about how he made me look like a defenseless wimp.
I experience pyschopathic tendancies. nothing makes me feel better than power and control. I know its wrong but It feels so good.
I still fantasize about all of the sexual experiences I had when I was like 7-13. I feel gross because they are now young but but I feel like some girls must have this too. I was hypersexual as a kid and my neighbor was too, and she and I did a lot of things very early. Spent a lot of time in my pool with no bottoms on hiding from moms lol
Is this normal?