this problem im having, im not sure how much more longer i can go on living like this. there's no cure for this issue, and i cant tell doctors about it. i pray to god that im freed of this, or else i dont know how i will hold on. its my fault, just a split second decision, and its ruined my life. i wish i had never done it, i wish i never had.
Well, I really wanna be friends with an older man, probably because my dad isn't great, so I seek approval from an older man. Eh, idk.
I was in contact with a girl from Iran through social media. It lasted about two years until she suddenly vanished around January. She hasn't read any of my messages because there's no 'seen' sign. I have no way of finding out what happened and no one to talk to about it because everyone around me is racist. I miss her.
So my husband and I like to do this weird thing. Anytime the kids want to eat out, we get them to dress up in Halloween costumes. My husband puts on this weird mustache, I put on a wig, and we pretend to be different people. We then go to a Chinese buffet restaurant. I know it may feel weird but boy is it fun!
Me and my cousin flushed chocolate cake down the toilet at our great aunt's birthday party, and it blocked the toilet.
So basically I feel like a piece of sh*t. I took over 200 dollars from my grandma and I can't return it 'cause I already spent it and im just dying on the inside, I'm trying to be a better person honestly, I just don't know what I'm even doing in life, idk just needed to confess my my sins and im trying to repent 🙏