My ex (and a friend of 2 years) manipulated me throughout the 9 months we dated because he was bored. He doesn't know I know. I cut him off as a friend and as a girlfriend. I loved him so much but it feels so wrong to grieve the friendship and miss him. Sometimes I want to send him a reel and laugh with him, I want to message him asking to play val before he leaves the city to college. I know its not good for me.
I'm foolish for ever talking to you. I wish you lived closer to me and it's tearing me apart that you don't. I don't know how you feel and it's frustrating trying to figure it out. I like you, I do. Please wait for me. I talk to you everyday and it's killing me that you don't know how much I like you. I don't know how you feel, so I won't say anything because I can't stand losing you.
I feel like my boyfriend has little to no empathy towards me. Sometimes I wonder if he even loves me at all, but then he’s upset when I question his love. If I felt it, I wouldn’t have to question it.
I am so bitterly jealous of all the trans people that have succesfully transitioned. I have no way or means of doing it, it feels so unfair. I cannot be happy for them at all. For that, I am but a pathetic and bitter person.
i desperately want a partner, meet someone new, but i dont know how to talk to people, especially to women as a femme that's never been in a hay relationship
I hate being seen male I don’t like it. I want to abandon my masculinity. I was never good at it and I’ve always liked girly stuff. My whole family is girls. I have 7 aunts and they have daughters. I feel like I was born wrong.