I se!f h@rm and I don't want to sometimes but then again it's kinda like reliefing myself or punishing myself for something bad that happened and it's been getting worse, my whole left arm is covered in cuts and scars and I can't stop myself but I don't wanna tell anyone bcus it will cause trouble for everyone and they'll ask why I do it but I can't rlly explain. What should I do
I f**ked the mom of my friend and she wants more of me but its difficult to hide from my friend how do i do it?
I'm so starved for love and affection that I know how to hug myself in a way that feels like someone else is there.
I am so angry. To myself.
I couldn't save my nephews from being circumcised, after telling them that they don't have to as it is not mandatory.
But I could not save them from their parents. They did it to them innocents, my beloved nephews, without their consent...without they knowing the importance of their own body part. And it got taken, got robbed from them.
I wish I could save them... so that they won't be like me.
All I can do now... is to save my future son...if I have one later.
I found out (from another friend) that one of my lifelong best friends decided out of the blue that shes “done” with me and started excluding me from the group hang outs, made new group chats without me etc. It made me so mad that she didn’t even have a conversation with me and was excluding me behind my back that I stooped down a really low level and sent some nasty msgs about her to her boyfriend from a fake number. I mean obviously they will know it’s me anyways. I wish I hadn’t done it.
the neighbor that calls me a chomo has daddy issues and i know hes just a homophobe. but he brags to everyone that a f****t is a freak because he has daddy issues. daddy daddy lololololol.
i cant tell my mom but i know theres no jesus and theres no hell and shes wasting her life being a crazy bible nut. sorry theres no heaven lady. those evil forces were just her lying to herself. shes the evil force cause shes a huge pervert who is delusional.
even as a sex worker and kink fetishist i still feel like less of a perv than when i was under my mothers spell