I think I like you. I don't know if it's because I feel lonely after what has happened or if I really do like you. I have friends, sure, but I want to feel a meaningful connection with someone. I feel like a lingering friend with no aim and no direction. Maybe I'm just chasing a high. Maybe the little things that happen between us mean nothing. Somewhere inside me wishes they do. The way our friends tease us about being close makes me smile sometimes, but I don't know if you feel the same way. I don't know if I should try and find a deeper connection with you or if I should just let it stay as a friendship. I'm scared of hurting you. I'm scared of rejection and I'm scared of doing you wrong. I feel I'm sensitive and too emotional at times. You deserve the best person you can get and I don't think I'm mature enough, seeing as how I handle these kinds of feelings. I wish I could tell you everything, about how I feel and I want to know if you feel the same. -ec
i'm lesbian. ive known it for years, even when i was little id have "strange" feelings for girl characters in movies and shows. something about their sensitivity, empathy, and affection is just unmatchable. i've never had feelings for guys even tho i tend to have more guy friends than girls. the problem is that im a christian. i value the Lord very much. it kills me to know that i want to just be with a girl when its explicitly wrong in the Bible. i just hate it. i can't help it, i didn't choose to have these feelings. if i could id be straight so i didnt have so much conflict in my mind. no one knows and i plan on taking this to the grave with me. my family would be so disappointed in me. if God didn't want me to have feelings for girls which i know he doesnt, WHY DID HE MAKE THEM SO PERFECT??!! come on now. my friend asked me "if __ isnt your type who is?" LITERALLY HER. i just said "i don't know ive just grown up more comfortable around guys so its hard for me to see them that way"
A friend blocked me without notice after I answered a question he asked me related to a mental illness I likely have. I created another account to keep seeing his socmed posts.
I have a problem with masturbation it just affects my personal and everything in my circle of life and also p#rn and lust and this is nk
Guys I have an addiction I have which is p#rn I just wanted to confess maybe it will make feel better right I feel like p#rn has destroyed my mind and and me in my inside but I believe all that. Can change and I can be a better person and this is nk
me 15 (f) and my bf also 15 have been friends for 4 years dating for 1 1/2. i recently found out he cheated on me online with a stranger and dont know how to proceed with our relationship. he wants to keep pushing for it saying he’ll do better and that he’ll wait for me to see that he can. but i dont want anything to do with him anymore. this is the 3rd time something like this has happened 1st was him keeping the nudes from a close friend at a time 2nd was him asking for nudes from a girl i barely knew. i didnt think much of it at the time, but it happened again and i broke up with him. i feel terrible bc ik he was trying so hard to fight for us and it was my fault for leading him on. but i think “once a cheater always a cheater” and i don’t want to be with a cheater. the problem is no one knows us as individuals its always us together. i’m scared of what things are going to be like and how to tell people especially my family. i don’t want them to hate him. what do i do? i need help
My dad has a lot of friends, and they also have kids. None of them are near my age, I'm fine with that. But they are my sisters age. When she's around them, she totally switches up, she ignores me and sometimes flat out insults me t9 make her friends laugh. I usually just sit with my parents, but it hurts alot and I just have to sit there for hours on end trying not to cry.