I hate that I’ve been addicted to so many things over the years, used every inconvenience as an excuse to hide away and numb myself. I’m filled with rage and anxiety about what’s going on but can’t get myself to do anything more than make a club and message representatives. I stock shelves while I go to school and though I can listen to endless audiobooks, my brain craves more. See, I am a machine at work but a potato at home. I wish someone would take a chance on me so I can use my work self for good. My home self is fucking useless and full of excuses. My partner is too scared to even message representatives, my friends complain but don’t do anything. I’m so frustrated, my family looks down on me for giving up conventional success to adhere to my ethics. And I can’t blame them, I’ve been a loser ever since I stepped down from management to go back to school. I’m so tired from working full time and classes. This school club and skill share group are all I’ve been able to get done 😔

Using my vibrator as I type this. I can't stop thinking about that one time when I played with it with you beside me. It was such a turn on

I'm stucked with my past even though I do love with my boyfriend right now and happy. My ex and I ended 6 years worth of relationship and I'm still mad about the fact that he cheated with the person he said he would never like and he judge her by her looks. The girl is also mean like she would bring your confidence down like she's beautiful even though she's really not .. I honestly want revenge even it's already two years in the past. I still have revenge in mind. I hope one of them tripped and fall then have amnesia.

I have several cavities that are past saving, the cost for removal or replacement is so expensive, I don't know how I can pay for it.. I'm sorta average looking, I've been considering going into Sugar Babying, to see if I can collect the funds for it that way, but im worried the cavities will scsre and possibilities away... What do you guys think?

I suck. I don't even really have any friends. I just can't take this anymore. I wish I stayed in California... So much trauma. I just want to sit in the fetal position and cry for the whole day and then binge-watch tv and guilt-eat ice cream. I suck.

I am 22F but I only have 1 relationship in my life, it wasn't even that serious. It's also been years ever since, and I've never have any relationship after that. As I said it's been years and I've moved on, but I just can't help but feel insecure because all my friends are taken. I was the only one left single, and I feel so left out. They've been asking me though, why I still don't have a partner, why am I not looking... The truth is, I really want to have somebody, it's getting lonely whenever we have group hangouts. But I am afraid to put myself out there. I'm insecure and I'm afraid I would just get rejected or ghosted. I don't feel beautiful, I have a crooked teeth and asymmetrical face because of that. I can't have braces though, I'm too broke for that. It was hard to love myself and find love. What's harder is that I can't talk to anyone about it. It's so lonely.

I lied that my neighbor backed into my car. This was 2 days ago and it started with me needing gas and driving out in one of the worst snows yet, it’s been -25 to -15 every night so the roads are terrible and I have a shitbox that’s gets around fine it’s just stoping is hard sometimes with summer tires still on. I was coming back home from gasing up and putting heat in for the cold and got to the stop light 5 blocks in front of the house and can’t stop and slide at mph 6 into a guys truck that was my age and he had no damage but my bumper from the cold cracked a bit no big deal. The man was fine with just leaving it at that and I also was. I got home and parked the car and went inside and I had an idea our next door neighbor always parks also right at my bumper so me being me I tell my dad that the neighbor backed into my car a didn’t say anything and a day after I do my neighbor hands me 150 dollars and says sorry for hitting it. Am I in the wrong for this ?

I wish I never knew but I’m more upset that I even asked.

We came from a poor family. So I did my best to get educated and now have a business. I want to have enough money so that my future kids don't have to call themselves poor and suffer bullying from the family. But my elder sister does not want to do anything. She married a man who does not like to work and they do have any plan. Sometimes, their money ran out. They live as they want. Countless time I talked with her but in vain. I feel like she is bringing me down. I so want us to achieve things.

I'm sorry mom and dad. You sacrificed so much and I can't even pay you back. I'm sorry for all the hardship you endured because of me. I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry for getting angry that you were overbearing. I'm sorry I had mad when you were just trying to joke around. I'm sorry for acting how I do. Your lives would've been so much better if you didn't have such expensive daughters.