Recently I have had an overwhelming desire to have sex with a girl/ woman. I am a guy and a virgin. My sister, either by accident or on purpose has been leaving her bedroom door slightly open after she gets a shower. I have to pass by her room to get to mine. First time she was wearing her bra and panties. I passed by her room last night and she was completely naked. I watched her dry off. She was taking her time. I went to my room, I had a very powerful erection. I feel ashamed right now, seeing my older sister naked like that.....my thoughts are all over the place. I feel as though she can read my mind about me being so horny I can't think about anything else
my father has been a known neo nazi my entire life growing up, and caused me to firsthand experience doxxing and things like having people come to our home and target his car. as of 2025 we've been no contact for 3 years, im living independently with a new name as a nonbinary person. the grief of who my father is lives with me each day, but i wouldn't trade the position im in now for anything. i avoid talking about him but it makes questions regarding family difficult, and im still selective about who i tell about my father.
I don't want to die. i want to be free from that pain that imprison me. but every minute now I think of disappearing from this world and I might do it as well I'm so tired just let me be it's very tempting I'm fighting my self not to because God might burn my soul in hell what would God think? I'm desperate for life and freedom yet i want to take away my life. I can't wait anymore this world is killing me inside
It all started in pandemic when I developed a rational fear of death. I searched and it's called Thanatophobia. I fear the thought of death, growing old, or aging. I'm 23 now and I feel like I'm on the quarter of my life. I understand that death is inevitable. But the thought of that moment when I lose my breath, it scares me. The afterlife scares me. The nothingness scares the shit out of me. I don't want to die. I don't want my loved ones to die. Whenever I think of me getting old, I'm panicking. I don't want it. I just want this fear to stop.
Losing you left me in pieces, years later I'm still looking, for a way to not think of you, together.., losing the love of my life. But that missing piece will always be with you. Whether you want to hear it or not, I'll scream it from my chest. / I love you Melissa housos/
From my hearts of hearts, no one has ever torn my heart like the way you did. I miss you undoubtedly. It continues to shred. /I just wish you were here to pick it up and put it back together/ melissa h./
I just want to be at at peace finally, but I'm worried about leaving my family in pain. Only this guilt is holding me back.
Staying in my dead end relationship because 1. I look like pat ast, there's no prince charming just waiting to marry me if only I broke up with my boyfriend, and 2. I just dont feel like packing my shit and moving again.
Yesterday day night I was talking to my friend about mental health as we have both struggled with it. So after Iā€™m finished yapping he says I feel like since u shared ur trauma I should share mine and then confesses to me that he was raped by his uncle when he was 5-6 and me and him are the only 2 who now about it