I'm thin and have a micropenis. I've never satisfied a gf ever when it comes to penetrative sex. Part of me thinks I should just transition to being a woman because I could probably both "pass" and my small penis size might be a turn on for many. The only problem is I'm only attracted to women and not attracted to men at all (though I am attracted to trans women so it's not the penis thing that turns me off, it's the overall gender identity). Sometimes I wish I could just be a gay bottom because of my little penis, but I'm just not. How do I fix this?
I want to pass my anatomy class but I am total zero, not even want to hit library and self study... Makes me wanna donate my body to science because I don't know how else I could pardon my fuckup of an academic start. (I AM WELL AWARE I STILL HAVE TO STUDY BUT I DONT WAAAANNNAAAAAA— 206 bones, 640 muscles, and much more fascia and fossa? Labia in joints?!(&#(×#*' please get me outta here)
I'm so f*cked up from my f*cked up childhood, it ruins everything even though I'm old. I'm scared of asking for anything so I wait until things are broken and then my partner is mad. I'm scared of him and I can't help it, but he gets angry and slams things around and I get scared and then he acts like I'm being mean to him and he's the victim. I don't know if I'll ever get anyone to understand or be able to talk to them about it. Not having an actual family and being homeless as a kid has really taken a toll on me and I just have to mask it and smile and bury it? It's not working.
I hate my birthday. I feel like I haven't done enough to warrant the celebration of me existing
My wife’s friend from college comes to town each year during harvest homecoming. The both went to IUS, my wife is from the area, her friend was not. The last few years her friend has brought her husband. He and I have a few drinks when the girls catch up and go to the festival. This year there was a terrible situation and the festival didn’t open on Sunday. The woman took this time to drive to Indy to meet another friend so that left me, my wife and her friends husband. We all had a few drinks and watched some football. My wife is a flirt, she is more bark than bite, but she does like attention, likely the reason she has big fake tits. So although she was acting shy some interesting bets where being made on first downs and pass plays. I’ll leave out the boring details about the vanilla bets. But what started the real fun was when my wife said a drive would end in just a field goal but they scored a touchdown. She flashed him. Then she won and they went to the bedroom.
I hate people who are luckier than me. Richer, prettier, more intelligent or those who got or were surrounded by or were given better opportunities than me. That's why I hate celebrities . Even though I'd love a song or two of a certain extremely popular American Singer, I hate that she was born to a set of parents who gave her everything and every right and the financial security to pursue music. Given that I told my mother when I was 12 that I wanted to be a singer and I also literally begged my parents to buy me a guitar enrol me in music classes but they just didn't pay attention. The worst neither will they ever know nor would they be affected that a nobody like me hates them. It sucks.
It's not that much of a secret, just a pent up feeling that no one in my culture understands and I needed someone who could empathize. So here it is: My parents are forcing me to get married and then I'm pretty sure I'll be forced to have kids but the way I feel about all this is I don't look forward to marriage or kids like they or others my age do. I like guys. I get attracted them. I also sometimes wanna hold a guy's hand or just hang out with him but somehow the idea of such a committed relationship as marriage is too much for me, at least right now. A simple non-marriage relationship? Maybe. I mean isn't it good that I'm this much self-aware that I am not able to give to the other person what it takes in a relationship. I had a very low income upbringing so I just want to earn and live my life and do all that I've always wanted to do as a kid and focus on my passion and careers. Getting a boy who'd support me is so hard. Wish me luck 😅
i secretly feel like my gender is wrong and i was supposed to be a girl, but i dont think trans is a true thing or at least i dont think i am one
I'm soo stress and anxious everyday. For my whole life, my parents always mention grades grades grades, study study study. It has made me a perfectionist with high procrastination because im too afraid of failing. Now it doesn't just affects my grades but also life, with my parents having bad temper now I'm having people pleasing personality. I'm so anxious and tired about everything. Damn. I wish I could restart my life!